Tuesday, January 23, 2007
I used to like jello......
I am really kinda ticked off with this thing. This thing meaning this blogger because I started to write a blog at the beginning of class today and saved it as a draft, but now I cannot edit it and publish it as a blog. Grrrr....I am just really frustrated. Its not that it contained anything important or even 'newsworthy'....I just wanted to finish that particular blog and publish it. So anywho I am sitting at home right now, procrastinating my studies....I have become a master at that, studying no...procrastination yes. I am trying to get back into the swing of things with school but its difficult sometimes, especially right now since I had an extra long holiday break (all of my teachers last semester had finished class by December 1). Its almost like my mind can't compute the fact that second semester has started and that I am already getting slightly behind. I feel as though I am in slow mo, trapped in a mold of jello as the rest of the world races by and theres a big clock above my head. Except this clock is not up to speed with the rest of the world either, its ticking by slowly, its seconds are really minutes and its minutes are really hours. Even when I am active I still feel slow, and the jello bogs me down even more the faster I try to move. Its just sort of an odd feeling for someone who is so used to being on the go all the time. My body is telling my mind that its tired. I really don't know how much longer I am going to be able to hold on to both of my jobs. I think working 2 jobs and going to school full time are creating this jello mold that is slowly beginning to envelope me. Well I guess all good things come to an end and right now this blog has got to end, I must attempt to study a little.
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I would suggest Starbucks, but the coffee is so expensive you would probably have to work a third job :)
But in all seriousness, a full class load with one job is a handful,much less two. At that rate you'll be lucky to make it to spring break without having a nervous breakdown. Bills are important, but so is your sanity.
Sorry, but no Starbucks! They are taking over the world. If you want goo latte go to Carpe Diem, it's sooo much better and Tommy Cue owns it and she is wonderful and it's alot more cozier than any starbucks! Try the Alpine Mocha, or a Carmel Mochiatto (I don't know if I spelled that correctly but it's sooooo good). Also the mango tea is to die for (add splenda)! But, I too suffer from the disease of procrastination! It sucks...royally! But, hopefully we'll both make it throgh so we don't have to be bartenders forever! Also. I wanterd to commend you for getting up there and actually taliking about your D.U.I! I totalled my car driving drunk last August and it was a real eye opener. I was lucky enough not to get seriously hurt or a d.u.i but it still was an eye opener. You mentioned waking up the next am and not knowing what happened and I did the same thing (except I was lucky enough to wake up on my couch). Anyways. I ended up totalling my BRAND NEW Maxima (which I loved) after only having it for 6 months, and now am stuck driving a beat up cherokee. Which is okay because I'm still alive and no one esle was hurt by my one car collision but I had to go clean out all the rest of my stuff out of my maxima the other day and to see it was like a slap in the face! How did I walk away from that and thank god I didn't kill myself, my best freind who was in the car or anyone else! It definetly opens your eyes and makes ya think "what the hell am I doing?". So, anyways mad props for getting up there and talking about it. I know that had to of takin some guts. So for anybody reading this... Don't drive drunK!!!!! Call a cab!!! heck, if you have the tendancy to so I'll give you my number I'll come get ya. And if by chance I'e been drinking I'll give you my cab account! Just DON'T DRIVE DRUNK! (one of my best friends brothers were killed by a drunk driver leaving downtown two years ago and his family is still distraught. I don't wish that on anyone)
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